Aaaahhhhhhh... Sigh... I sometimes really think i am so emotional its hilarious... Little things make me sad... even my cousin and sibling think i am too emotional... from getting beaten in bowling to feeling sad about a forgotten email... Lets go to getting beaten at bowling... I think maybe its the competitive nature in me... I always loved coming first be it school or Madressa... I think i lost that edge when it came to secondary school... but its still there but then when i loose i feel sad... and that makes me more frustrated... and as for forgotten emails... whether its not getting msgs from my sisters to people who say they'll email me i feel sad when i open my email and see no emails... ok so i am chatty and thats in my nature. I get told a lot that i make friends very quickly. Put me with a group of strangers and by the time i leave i will have made friends with them. I am not a naturally shy person only in some situations... but most of the time i am confident.
After this good rant i feel better...
ps My lovely sisters i havent spoken to you guys in ages... pls come online soon... xxx
1 comment:
hai my baji..I know what you mean. I get sad when I lose..but more to the point I get sad when I don't feel too loved by my loved ones.
I don't think I expect anything from my loved ones anymore. From the heart I do but I don't want to get myself depressed thinking about them. I have came to the conclusion one day sooner or later everyone will be too busy to even care if I am around. I should do the same thing as them and not care.
As for you..I am not under that sister category. I left you a msg on IF about 2 days ago I believe. IF has new features added, check your dashboard.
And tell me when you need me, I am around. Even if it's for really silly things. That way i will think at least one of my sisters need me.
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