I always knew that i was bad with words and every one around me knew that too. but recently i realized that words to matter. being faced with a situation that i had no control over made me realize that words to matter. Not silly everyday words but words that showed deeper meaning to the people who were important in my life especially those who were far away from me. this post is dedicated to my four wonderful soul sisters, who came into my life just when i needed them. so my dear sisters i may not be good with words but this is an attempt to tell you why you matter to me and why you are important in my life. As usual its always traditional to start with the oldest but i am going to break that tradition and start with the youngest....
Salma... You are our princess, our baby and will forever remain our baby even when we are old and Grey you will still be our baby. there are times when you are much wiser then me and those are the times i learn some valuable lessons from you. you brighten up my life with your enthusiasm to learn. you are not scared to ask and that's what i love most about you. there are times when i think was i really like this when i was 16 and usually when i remember i realize you are way mature then i was at that age. you give me the strength to be a better sister and i am glad we live in the same country so i can call you otherwise i think i would have gone mad. I am also glad that i have met you in person. i have many younger cousins who have been like sisters to me but my relationship with you is like a real blood sister. to me it doesn't matter that we dont share the same family, you are part of life that is happy and bright. i can talk to you and feel like i am 16 again thank you for being a part of my life. i will always love you no matter where in the world i go i will always be a phone call away when ever u need me no matter where i am if i can i will get to u. Love you princess
Naina... my devil... the one who taught me corruption... naina i admire you because if you hadnt come into my life i would have never learnt how to be thankful what i have. you have weathered the most fierce of storms and i respect you for that. As for corrupting me... hahaha only you could have ever done that... and the day i come down to see you i will finally be able to hug my devil... :D you leave my jaw hanging with what you say and because of that i am used to expecting the unexpected from you... you have spiced up my life with you words and imagination... who knew that it would take a sassy young lady from Connecticut to teach me how to be bold. I know that we hardly talk right now because you are busy with studies and all but i know that you are always there when i need you... I know you are strong... but when you feel weak know that i am there for you to lean on when you need a shoulder to cry on mine will always be ready to take on you sorrows... I will always be there and when i leave this world i will watch over you... love you my devil
Sara... miss bossy boots... sometimes i wonder how i let you boss me around... even when i am tired i jump to do your bidding... and that's what i love about you... you take in hand the situation and do something about it... you are my muse... without you my creativity fades away... if you weren't around i think i would never come up with the stuff i write... besides all this you hold a very special place in my heart because you brought the other three into my life... without you i would never have had four sister... thank you... there are times when i am surprised that i can talk to you about anything even though i have only known you more than a year... i ask myself where you were my whole life you know what i think and i know i have a confidante in you... no matter how bossy you are you are still soft when you need to be. I know i whine to you the most coz you are always catering to my every whim... but know that i am always there... and when you whine back to me it feels great that i am able to be a listening ear to you. when you go missing i worry so just like you worry when i don't msg u try and send me even a one word msg to say where u are... just like old times... i love you Miss Bossy boots
Last but not the very least is Jouty... My angel... when i first read your work i admired your talent... i wondered why i couldn't write so flawlessly like you but then i knew we all had our talents... you with words and me with my creativity. having talked to you i thought what do i have in common with this strong character but soon it became evident that we had loads in common... writing, akaashdeep, creating siggy's even our names were the same and our birthdays days apart... was it fate for you to come into my life... you have always been the strong shoulder i relied on during tough times and my right hand... you gave me great advice when i needed it and i know the future holds the same... you made me want to dream silly dreams as well as the serious ones... Our dream trip to new york... i never thought it possible but after your constant nagging about planning the trip i finally believed in it... thank you... Jouty you are one in a million to me no one in this world could take your place in my heart as you are part of my heart that makes it beat. without you our circle is not complete... we are four a boring number... you are the one who i can discuss drama's with like they were real life situations... i cant do that with anyone but you... besides you are the only one who asks me if i will feed you when you come to stay with me... everyone else assumes i will feed them... but when u ask me that i feel proud coz thats what big sisters are for... You also gave me religion... before you i never had interest and now i do and I want to say thank you for always being there... love you my angel.
I know i don't express myself well but i wrote what i felt even though what i wrote will never express the deep feelings in my heart. This may be just a glimpse of what i feel. when i put my mind into something i give it my heart... i hope these words show you how much you matter in my life.
Baji
xxx
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