The past few weeks have seen me loose a close friend not through death. that particular friend believed that friendship had become uncomfortable. Though neither of us is at fault I still feel like the victim. I have tried many ways to find this closure and am just about getting there. Its only when i think that i am there i will be reminded of it. This friend was a sister to me. I always believed she was my big sister and by being honest I ruined a friendship that i treasured. I have been writing a goodbye letter to this friend and in there poured out all my emotions. Anger, Sorrow, Hate, Love, Disgust etc... Many might ask in all this negative emotion how love figures into it. I loved this friend as a sister... If i needed advice i would consult her... she had become my confidant... and then she broke it off... just like one discards an old shirt... After all this she came up with starting a new friendship but one with limitations and boundaries... Is friendship about limitations and boundaries? i don't think i want such a friendship...
friendships are meant to evolve not stay stagnant by the limitations you put on it...
I just Pray that I am able to move on from this...
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